Thursday, April 12, 2007

Biased. I'm really sick of everything.

Why can't i jus study like any normal kids? Why can't i go out and do whatever i want jus like anyone? AND why can't i farking rebel lke any person who's going through the rebellious stage.

Shoot me but i have to say this. I seriously don't care if you cried or do whatever shit. Cause i don't feel bad this time round. Read my mouth, I DON'T. Enough is enough. And enough is said. You've talked about karma. Yea, i personally believed what comes around truly goes back round. If what i've done is really that bad, then fine. Let me be punished or whatever shit when i'm dead and meet god. Cause that's what i deserve for shouting at you and showing attitude. Maybe by then, God will be too busy punishing every single kid, pulling out all their tongues or plucking all their teeth. Because i'm sure every kids i know will shout and show the same attitude if their mum had done what you've done la.

I'm really exhausted. Seriously, i think we're drifting apart. You may said i've changed. Ok, i know i've really not the same as the me you knew few months back. But its really sooner or later, i will be like this. So just accept it and stop being such a biased freak. You continued what you're doing, you only will suffered it yourself cause i seroiusly don't give a damm anymore. These whole stupid "Money", "Sexualilty", "Going Home Late" issues especially the "Money" one, is draining me out. I really don't know how to communicate with you. I won't give in this time la, the most as you say you disown me. Haha, if its as easy as how you say it so easily, then just do it ba. Anyway, now i'm supporting myself not taking a single cent from you.

Since money is so important to you, then just make money your daughter then.

Baby, i miss you. But perhaps you're having so much fun now that you've forgotten. I so wished i'm dead right now.
Kill me God. *Ahmen
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