Monday, August 06, 2007

Hi people, its 2 plus in the afternoon and i'm don't feel good. I've being awake since 12 plus i think, thanks to a cb lady from SIM who keep pestering me to pay for my bridgin and transfering of course bills. She called like 3 times? Seriously, i feel like fucking her ass, saying i gave her attitude when all i did was just keep saying ok to her. I'm sleeping la, how hyper you want me to sound? And still threaten to cancel my exams and tranfer me to a 3 year course. You think i don wanna pay you? I don have money alright and my mum don wanna gave me. And when my mum go down and pay, you still talk cock to her say everythin also must mother do. WTF you want from me? Just keep the money and shut up la. Then after that my mum called, also because of SIM. SIM SIM SIM. MONEY MONEY MONEY. JOBS JOBS JOBS.

Speaking of jobs, i think i gave up la. I'm really broke and it seems no one wanna called me for an interview. Who else to blame? Me again. Yup, Yes. I'm a failure. Total failure. Thats what everyones say and what i think. I always think i'm that good that everyone will hire me. So i keep quitting and finding new jobs. So people, hate me alright? I'm a total fucking loser. Thats me.

I really feel like fagging now. It just isn't my day when i just keep ranting how pathetic my life is and this shows what really a loser i am. One at home another outside, both talk and think almost the same. Take it i have 2 mums. Just have to take things at a time. However, i don feel as much as i used to when you say those 2 words. Here i am tryin to hold on, you on the other side kept threatenin to let go as usual. If only its so easy to let go like how you casually mention about it. I wanna be like you too.
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